soliloquy

LIVING MATTER by matthew justin richter

Category: anthem

  • IMAGINE (Dear John)

    Imagine there is no hell.
    Only this one, which we buy and sell.

    There’s no heaven above us, or ground below.
    It’s time now dear John, to let go.

    You’ve suffered so much and you’ve only just begun.
    Jesus isn’t my only son.

    Mary and I can only conceive earth angels and daemons,
    in a world that is not fun.

    No one knows the weaver, John.
    So, let’s imagine all the people
    living in a whole new way. Ah…

    You conquered your daemons dear, all save one.
    I’d say i’m a believer, John
    but there’s still work to be done.

    From ashes rise angels and phoenixes
    Until we all learn to trust,
    Iron will always turn to rust,
    We are made from elysian space dust.

    Imagine any world but this one, John.
    This one’s only easy if you lie. Ah…

    Rest easy, John…

    No sleeve to put your heart on.
    No mask to hide behind.
    We are all part ape and part mime.

    No box to put ourselves in.
    No answers we can’t find.
    When seeing through the heart,
    There’s no mass greater than the mind.

    Imagine all chess peaces black or white,
    no reason left to fight.

    Imagine we can all read between the lines.
    No such thing as crime.

    Imagine all thirst is quenched, John.
    Even yours and mine.
    I’m your catcher in the rye, John
    and we’re no longer lost in time.

    The truth is that we must catch ourselves, John.

    Underneath vanilla sky
    we’re all listening AND asking why

    Say what you need to say.
    Cups overflowing from yesterday.

    No users.
    Abusers.
    Possessions.
    Obsessions.

    No longer need to be or not to be.
    No longer need to cry.

    Sigh. Ah…

    I’ve got you, it is I that strokes your back, John.
    I’ll help you as you fall.
    I’ll help you crawl through the fourth wall.

    Imagine finally reaping what we sow
    and seeing all the signs.
    No borders or blurry lines.

    Imagine all the people living in a whole new way
    Imagine John, when heaven and earth are one.

    Ah…

    I’d say I’m a believer, John
    but I’m just a smoking gun.


  • LIFE between THEN and NOW

    What happened? Happens? Between then and now? How did we get here? Do we get here? Do you know how or when? Ascend from 0 to 10? Do you even remember? Prophesize? Proselytize? Truly? Unruly? Or, has all that been forgotten? Rotten? Does it even matter? As mad as a hatter! What is it, that really matters, then? How? When?

    The history of man, women, and men…? What is a man? What is a woman? Who are they? What day is today? What belongs to them, us? Can anything belong? To anyone? To us? The story of you or us?

    Where do we come from? For the rights of some? Not just, I trust? It all began somewhere. If we go there, will we find at our core, there’s only war? Or, always something more before? Before we discovered ore?

    Are we ever here? Were we ever there? Anywhere? How far will we go? Did we go?

    Should we rediscover, lover? Play, stay with fire? Existence dire. Buyer?

    If we don’t stop, pop, we will be stopped. Copped.

    How do we go on, slow on, steady hard? Put down our guard? Answers in the bard? This is all much too hard, when we manufacture each and every card.

    How do we slow down? Without a crown?

    Why should that be the difference, inference, between matter and antimatter?

    Would the world be in harmony without money? Honey?

    What is it that THIS world needs? Need we bleed? How can we feed? Body? Mind? Soul? It’s out of control.

    Why do we love? How do we give? Is that a way to live?

    What to make? Please don’t take! Not for beauty’s sake. Can’t decipher what is fake. Are we just living-out our own wake?

    Are we connected or infected?

    I am serenity and this is a case of mistaken identity.

    In the mirror, this face in the wrong place. A mime, lost in time. There’s no box, just a tamed fox.

    Not enough time, dime. Can’t race or, keep this pace. Gone without a trace.

    No chair. This isn’t fair.

    But it could be and, it should be.

    So sad. I’ll never break bad. I’m too mad.

    Where do I get started? Warm-hearted. It was me. Is it still me?

    I want to live the life I have; the life I didn’t have. What happens when you’ve lived the life I’ve had?

    Morrissey, I’ve forgotten what I wanted. So get me, let me….be free from the haunted.

    When do we start dying and stop living?

    Stop dying and begin living?

    I don’t understand this ryme, the whole time rime.

    I’ve been giving.

    Forgiving.

    Every day we live twice.

    Roll the dice.

    Por las malas

    o

    Las buenas?

    W0W

    W0NM0NKИ0W

    No difference

    between you suffering and me suffering.

    Stop buffering.

    How did we get there, go there, self-aware?

    From here? Without fear?

    Self-care.

    Permission to feel, heal.

    Time and space to be real.

    Choosing today and tomorrow.

    Free from sorrow.

    Self-forgive.

    It’s time to live.

    Ya es hora.

    Aurora.

    The time is now.

    Beyond conditions and remissions.

    How we live and how we give.

    It makes a difference how we talk and how we walk.

    JOHN

    Tell me what to say.

    Help me do it my way.

    IMAGINE

    everyone changing hands and sharing lands.

    A day without hours.

    A clock without hands.

    Perpetually blooming flowers.

    A grain of sand in my hand.

    When a bird leaves the ground,

    Science of silence and sound

    it knows not where it will land.

  • between two knots

    all life exists
    between the beginning and now
    the first knot tied for us
    the second, we are tying it now

    N0W0WXW0W0И

    !

    living and dying
    trying
    surviving
    what’s stopping us all from thriving

    ?

    the difference between truth and lying

    forever falling
    rising
    climbing

    sun need not set the way we rise it
    again and again
    end and begin again
    sun arising the way we set it

    yesterday
    in harmony with every day

    today

    is

    yesterday and tomorrow
    from which we borrow
    ever free from sorrow

    ?

    our world revolving
    decides the universe evolving

    breathing

    in and out

    waxing

    waning

    new way to see

    C0Ↄ

    old way to be

    or

    not to be

    full self
    up-on-a-shelf

    empty matter

    more or less

    clean-up this mess

    now and then

    how?

    when?

    four seasons

    harmonic reasons

    seeds of hope
    weaving roots of rope

    knowing thyself

    healing each other

    brother

    mother

    sister

    friend

    lover

    apple fall far from this tree

    defy gravity

    please

    nourish my creativity

    appease

    my thirsty eternity

    Antoine

    De Saint-Exupéry

    no need to rise up
    growing-up

    KIND

    never blind

    what is visible to the heart
    can also be seen with the mind

    asking why

    Y

    instead of solving for

    X

    only so many notes when you see it that way
    infinite when you play your own way

    say what you need to say

    JOHN

    what’s mine is yours
    when you don’t take it away
    let me give it my way

    none of us pure

    we are all the cure

    on the ther side of pain
    we stand in the rain

    no distain

    free from mortality
    and the complexity of morality

    beyond these knots

    E equals MC squared

    don’t be scared

    it’s only a matter of what we do

    again and then

    369

    how to use time?

    constantly resolving

    inner and outer

    space

    in-place

    from birth

    on earth

    drinking

    thinking

    we are the fourth phase of fire

    burning

    underwater

    forever rising

    from ashes to ashes

    LISTEN

    it

    is

    sound

    science and silence

    breaking

    day and night

    sowing and growing

    knowing

    W0NM0NKИ0W

  • NOWWOW

    NOW808WOW

    It is consequential, that we must quest harmonious living and dying; traversing perceivably universal dissonance and virtually unsurmountable noise.

    Indifferent and ironic existential penance.

    ALL remain in a state of perpetual harmonic tension unless we REBEL.

    LIFE is a WELL that collects the vibrations of all souls.
    May we be conscious enough to fill it with compassionate, merciful and, aligned PEACE.

    Without such HOPE,
    we risk an unquenchable thirst
    amidst perpetual auto-generated drought.

    KOYAANISQATSI

    ((((8((8(0)8))8))))

    HARMONY

    We are the 4th phase of water;
    the rain and fire that nurturesnoureshes the eternity within every
    NOW¡WOW!
    CAREFUL now…which gardens we sow, grow.

    We are the stars.
    Made from space dust, we must…
    BE
    WE exist as crystals of eternity.
    Until; WE expand, lend a hand, unfold-untold
    OR
    NOT,
    a black hole in a mime’s third eye, are WE.
    And, a reflection of ourselves in the the moons
    TO
    BE

    ¡!?!¡

    *

    SUN SON

    SHAMEN

    MAGICIAN

    *

    BREATH

    IN

    WHO

    AM

    I

    AND

    OUT

    IT’S JUST A MATTER OF FREQUENCY, YOU SEE

    IT’S THE REAL ME

    A CRUCIBLE OF HEART AND MIND

    INVISIBLE TO THE BLIND

    369 IN TIME

    EVERY DAY SUBLIME

    WHO CONNECTS

    IT

    ALL

    !¡?¡!

    I, YOU, WE

    ALL

    *

    ¡DO!

    *

    PHOENIX FOREVER FALLING AND RISING IN-PLACE

    A RAINY DAY REVOLUTION STUCK IN-OUTER SPACE

    THE MIND SUCH A POWERFUL AND DELICATE PLACE

    *

    ELATION AND EARNEST RUMINATION LEAD TO

    EARNEST REVOLUTION THEN EARNEST EVOLUTION

    BEGINS WITH BETTER CURIOSITY
    QUESTIONS 8 PERSPECTIVES

    SOLUTIONS
    FOR
    SELF-GENERATED AND INFLICTED PROBLEMS AND ILLUSIONS

    *

    MATTHEW JUSTIN RICHTER

    08/08/2024